Third semester has been awful. It's been a painful hella ride of roller coaster. Throughout these 3 semesters in UiTM so far, the current semester has been the worst one. I feel like I don't have enough time to re-trace back all my studies and emotions. Well I can tell in this pressure of times, I've been coping with sadness might as well coping with the stress. Tons of reports, tests and upcoming finals have pushed almost to my limit. But that doesn't matter as Allah promise use rainbow after the heavy pour, may Allah grant me good result from all the struggles that I need to go through. Counting days to the finals, by that I'm coming home just few weeks more, I swear I can't wait for that. Even though, house is not home, at least I can release my stress at home. Less people, less care which I don't mind not going out and sit at home all days as I'm an ambivert person.

I don't know what keep me busy until I don't have time to meet my friends from other courses, but I really want to hang out with them. I swear I really miss my second semester. My golden semester. I had lots of time to spend back then and all praises to Allah, I was happy and I got 3.93 for my gpa at the end of semester. Well, that's probably because I was in love too. You know how love can triggered auras and hidden energies, yes it triggered me to the point that I could score my finals with flying colours. Now that I'm neutral, I don't fall in love with anyone, of course the aura hasn't been triggered by anyone. But that doesn't mean I can't score another 3.93 gpa for this third semester right? Yet, I'm insecure and doubt with myself. I'm not sure if I really perform this semester so I need to push extra hard for the finals. Even I keep babbling about the finals and stuffs, guess what? I haven't done any notes for my finals. That's how bad it is. I'm going to stop here. Till next time.